Crossword...

Every time I conversed,
I had to adapt.
Running through;
A mix of emotions.
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 ‘Jus to seek approval’
         
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I have to sugar coat;
Statements & apple polish people.
Approve immature statements,
To avoid unpleasant situations


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Just to be a part of d jocund crowd,
To stay and be liked.
It’s a hard job,
Being a puppet all d while.


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I just realized,
They valued my speech.
To disagree& breech


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Now, I agree to disagree.
N jus move on.
For there is no one ryt answer,
In the journey of life.

Revelation...

Reminded of past memories;
Arrested by past happenings,
Immobilized by future thoughts,
There I stand all locked up.


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Mind seems frozen,
Thinking space almost lost.
My senses gone on a holiday,
Away, simply out of sight.


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Now I wish to dust myself,
I know it’s a hard job!
To trace out the lost key,
To open up the locked space.
        
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And then when I opened,
Could find the boundaries melting,
The past & future fuming,
The present greeting with,
All earnest warmth & love.


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How did I miss you out?
I was under a malediction?
Oh! You a maverick soul,
How will I repay you?
For presenting me the presen