A thin line between
friendship and love can drive you crazy at times!
Yet the mixed feeling
showers some sort of bliss in you. You stand gullible and vulnerable trying to
understand your special friend, not realizing you have understood very little
about your own self.
You have been at your best to impress and win over and been
disappointed like a little kid expecting the same in return
I have seen you shamelessly lose the bet every time you
decide ‘I shall be myself’ and you are totally clueless of what you’re made of.
Every minute you sense
an element of confusion, trying to figure out the actual relationship! Your
tears, unnecessary laughter, secretive behavior probes me to investigative further;
you deny with one single illusive word, “Ah its just friendship”.
Whenever there is a buzz you eagerly snatch your phone from
my hand, and electric current jerks you up! God only would know how a single ‘hey’
could brighten up your mood…
You seemed so upset when preferences changed in life; you
felt it’s probably the best time to leave. You are too tender and meek you
easily fall prey to single phone call
I admired the way you ran up to me, seeking advice, looking
fully motivated and enlightened by the words I tell you. For I know you have
made up your mind already even before you approached me.
You are unclear- You love and hate at the same time. You feel
guilty to let go and move on.
I understand how you feel. It is not infatuation, not a stupid crush,
definitely not friendship and it is far from love.
I am there to give you a big hug, whenever you need. I am
there to listen to the same stuff you’re going to repeat
Please don’t think you are insane! Everyone might have gone
through some crazy phase like yours! You’re perfectly normal, at least to my
eyes you are.
P.S: I don’t have an option- For am your crazy best friend.